Posted by: Upāsaka Subhavi | 12/24/2014

Dream Journal – Nights 4 and 5

Both of these dream sequences are too sexual and raunchy for me to share publicly. Suffice it to say that on night four all I can remember is copulating like made with a woman with brown hair in a semi-seated position. I clearly knew she was not my wife which added an element of guilt to the entire dream. I woke up disgusted and couldn’t bring myself to share it here.

Last night’s dream had a similar theme although there was no sex. I was sneaking off with a larger sized woman to kiss and hold hands. As ashamed as I am to admit it, both last night and the preceding were dreams of infidelity. As far as I’m concerned, there’s never been a better reason to continue to pursue the practice of lucid dreaming to start uprooting these latent defilements.


Responses

  1. Being a fairly accomplished lucid dreamer in the past (many reasons, mostly poor sleep this practice ebbed) and I found that while I knew I was in a dream and I could control many things, I could not control them all.

    For instance, incapable of violence in my dreamscape- punches always miss, as do weapons.

    Best of luck sorting it out my friend.


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