Posted by: Michael | 02/03/2017

Metta for the Despot

My idea of what engaged Buddhism might mean for me has gone through a rather quick, if not involuntary, evolution in the last few months. I see now that my view of engaged Buddhism was more a product of my own privilege than anything else. When all else is taken care and one has the freedom to pursue the Dhamma as one sees fit, then there is no reason to make a concerted effort trying to effect change in the outer world. Of course, what is unbearable for one may be of little consequence to another so I can’t speak about shoulds and oughts of an imagined engage Buddhism. 

For me, it is coming to mean a practice that cultivates the heart, opens to all beings with a special interest in those who would do me and mine harm. It is about bearing witness and protecting the vulnerable without could’ve but with my body if necessary. Engaged Buddhism is truly an affair of the heart ave it’s ever a work in progress. 

Posted by: Michael | 02/02/2017

The True Enemy 

Whatever an enemy might do to an enemy, or a foe to a foe, the ill-directed mind can do to you even worse.

Posted by: Michael | 01/30/2017

Nations

Never in my life did I expect I would have to worry about the existence of the nation in which I was born. I was privileged and blind. I now see that the U.S. is no different than anywhere else. Greed, hatred and delusion are add much at the helm here and cracks are beginning to appear. How will this end? What will become of us? There is no certain answer but we will surely fare on according to our kamma. 

May we be kind and generous to all we meet. 

May we be oft forgiving and  every patient.

Posted by: Michael | 01/28/2017

Giving It Up for Lost

So much time spent worrying about the world. The injustice. The wars. The prejudice. And though I can’t help but speak out I have to let go. I can’t save the world so I’m giving it up for lost all the while I try to help who I can and cultivate my own heart. 

May we make islands of ourselves and strive on until liberation. 

Posted by: Michael | 01/27/2017

Guerrilla Kindness

I was inspired by something I saw today. One of my friends was having a disagreement on FB with someone (yes, it had to do with the political train wreck we’re living in) and she took a step back and injected unexpected kindness.

Earlier in the thread someone had linked to a not very flattering post the antagonist made on her own wall. There were a dozen or so follow up posts before my friend found another post on this person’s wall that expressed a noble aspiration and concern for other’s welfare. She posted this as a reminder to everyone that the antagonist was also capable of goodness and kindness and reminding everyone that the only way to solve these problems is through kindness. Anumodana to my friend and doMay we  the same.

Posted by: Michael | 01/26/2017

Gaku Takanashi

Our dear friend Mr Gaku Takanashi passed away suddenly yesterday right before he was to give my son a guitar lesson. My daughter and mother-in-law saw him being wheeled out of the school on a  stretcher.

Life ends suddenly and often without warning. May we not waste it in vain pursuits.

My family is sponsoring a dana and chanting for him. If you are so inclined please dedicate the merit of your practice to him.

Posted by: Michael | 01/24/2017

A Moment

This morning during meditation I had a moment that seems not very noteworthy now but was crucial to change the direction of the drain and, perhaps, my day. 

I began with sending metta to a Republican Senator and Donald Trump and then moved on to kayanupassana as I have been grappling with some desire lately. Due to my own perceived failings I this regard I noticed that there was some self-aversion there. As I began to focus on metta for myself I realized that I needed to forgive myself and let go to be able to successfully cultivate kindness for anyone else. 

Why did this strike me? I can’t really explain it now but it’s clearer than ever that I am holding on to the aversion and I don’t have to. There is no escaping kamma and, yet, guilt and self-flagellation are worse than useless. 

Everyday I undertake to forgive all harms as soon as I am able. 

May I not make a liar of myself by failing to forgive my own. 

Posted by: Michael | 01/22/2017

Gratitude Book

I’m thinking of compiling a document outlining how top be great for each of the quotidian challenges that usually result in internal grumbling and generalized negativity. Some examples would be:

  • Dirty dishes: gratitude for the food we are and the water to clean the dishes. 
  • Car parking: appreciating have access to a car. 
  • Dirty diapers: gratitude that my daughter is alive and well. 

Of course, these seem trivial but hope they help to transform my behavior. 

Posted by: Michael | 01/20/2017

Bodhicitta 

Four years I’ve been unsure what is meant by the term bodhicitta beyond nurturing a wish to become a Buddha to relieve the suffering of beings. But, yesterday, during my life practice off the cushion, I began to fancy the idea that bodhicitta might just be a shorthand for a group of virtues and behaviors that conduce  to liberation. 

I made the aspiration yesterday that I would guard the loving-kindness in my heart all day long as is recommended in the Karaniya Metta Sutta. Quickly I found that it wasn’t just metta but all of the ten paramis and the iddhi bala as well. It occurred to me: maybe this is what is meant when Mahayana masters speak of an enlightened heart-mind. It’s not solely compassion or loving-kindness but it is the determination to help others with wisdom and discernment as well. 

Clearly, thus hasn’t turned out to be nearly as earth-shattering when written as it appeared to me when I contemplated it in silence but I’ve shared nonetheless. 

May I guard bodhicitta against the defilements and be of service and succor to all I meet. 

Posted by: Michael | 01/18/2017

Faith in Our Teachers

I don’t know why but even after years of practice, I am ever amazed when my meditation bears fruit. Having redoubled my efforts to cultivate metta and especially for Donald Trump and the horde of Republicans who seem intent I destroying the lives of 300 million people, I often feel that I’m getting nowhere. Many a session is spent swinging from doubt to restlessness but I am blessed to have cultivated enough presence of mind not to be discouraged. 

I have faith in the Buddha. In the Dhamma. In the fourfold Sangha who protects and carries on these teachings. When it doesn’t work out immediately, when I’m assailed by doubt I can rest in faith and confidence knowing that the issue is within my heart but the Path is true. 

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