Posted by: Upāsaka Subhavi | 02/14/2015

Handle with Care

I’m not sure if I’ve mentioned it before but I have been having a rough time of it with my formal, seated meditation practices lately. Lots of striving, pushing and doubt. Between worrying that I’m not concentrating enough on the breath, on metta, on the meditation word and worrying about what it is that I should be spending my time cultivating (should I do metta now? contemplation of impermanence? how about non-judgmental awareness?) I’m surprised I’ve actually managed to say in my seat. But, fortunately, I have and today as I was struggling to stay with the breath the craziest thought came to me: everything I practice, everything I do should be an expression of love and compassion.

Anapanasati magically becomes karuna bhavana the minute I start getting down on myself. Contemplating impermanence becomes an opportunity to realize how we all share n suffering of separation and a chance to handle ourselves and others with care. And really, handling with care and overcoming sufferings what this entire Path is about, isn’t it? How silly of me to forget and how certain I am that I will find myself needing a reminder once more soon enough.


Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.

Categories

Shillelagh Studies

A hub for the music, culture, knowledge, and practice of Irish stick-fighting, past and present.

Daily Dhamma Study Group

Teachings of Lord Buddha in the Pali Canon